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Was there ever a winter so cold and so sad?
I feel a little unhappy right now, and I have no good reason for it. OK, I have a big to-do list, but I have already DONE some of it. I have also conquered a bunch of stuff at work, and my training sessions are going pretty well. My personal life is no more dire than it ever is. Mom isn't any crazier than she normally is. Nothing in particular is wrong. And I'm enjoying the hell out of Facebook.* I've been thinking about my past and my future, and none of that is stressing me out, so WTF, body? Why the sadness?
I guess it could just be the winter. It feels very long this year. I feel like it's sucking the energy and life out of me. I really need a vacation; I know I had two weeks off at Christmas, but it's just not enough. I didn't go away during that time, so it doesn't really count in the recharging batteries sense.
I think also it could be because I've been surfing realtor sites looking for apartments, and some of them are kind of awesome and I want to move in right now (NOW!) but I can't. Perhaps it's general ennui and impatience and being stuck in limbo. I need to do something soon to jolt myself out of it. Damnable February. I'm always like this in February. Soon there will be baseball. Then all will be better.
How are you dealing with this season? Any tips?
todo list february 2009
wash other coats
do lots of laundry
buy jewelry cleaner
clean jewelry
schedule mammogram
schedule sam visit
schedule dentist
schedule eyes
schedule doctor
post reviews
print out tax forms and file with other tax info
wash white coat
update iphone pix
update iphone music
order new coat
buy new socks, underwear
organize spreadsheet for new year
clean out email
clean out notebooks
clean out bookmarks
organize and back up electronic files
buy extension cord for space heater
replace printer
set up new phones
get small pill cases for bags
use ikea credit
use bbb credit
record receipts, discard
* I have someone on my Facebook friends' list who was my very best friend in junior high, but then I moved away and never really saw her again. And I found my pseudo-little brother, who I last hung out with when he was in his early teens (he's 35 now). How cool is THAT?
I guess it could just be the winter. It feels very long this year. I feel like it's sucking the energy and life out of me. I really need a vacation; I know I had two weeks off at Christmas, but it's just not enough. I didn't go away during that time, so it doesn't really count in the recharging batteries sense.
I think also it could be because I've been surfing realtor sites looking for apartments, and some of them are kind of awesome and I want to move in right now (NOW!) but I can't. Perhaps it's general ennui and impatience and being stuck in limbo. I need to do something soon to jolt myself out of it. Damnable February. I'm always like this in February. Soon there will be baseball. Then all will be better.
How are you dealing with this season? Any tips?
todo list february 2009
- return library books
- roll coins
- update facebook:
- books
- interests
- movies
- music
- books
- home
- work
- music
- books
- photos
- other files
* I have someone on my Facebook friends' list who was my very best friend in junior high, but then I moved away and never really saw her again. And I found my pseudo-little brother, who I last hung out with when he was in his early teens (he's 35 now). How cool is THAT?